Beloved, I have no doubt that right now the best gift to you would be as revealed in Psalm 27:4
One [thing] have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple.
By God’s grace, your desire shall be fulfilled.
As I know you miss our collective Fellowship. God sometimes works by the system called the "operation of his hands"
Because they regard not the works of the LORD, nor the operation of his hands, he shall destroy them, and not build them up.
He is a master planner. Hear me: this month, God instructs;
“By little and little I will drive them out from before thee, until thou be increased, and inherit the land.” Exodus 23:30
Therefore by mandate, the month of May 2020 has been declared the month of PROGRESSIVE RESTORATION.
Your increase is assured and your full inheritance shall be restored.